#rockbottom.

Sep 14

I found this show that completely inspires me right now which means it will inevitably be cancelled in the near future. Nonetheless, it has been putting a little pep in my step and makes me want to start writing again even if I am exclusively writing absolute gibberish. I am not completely certain what I am going to write about or where I am going with any of this but lately I have had quite a few people tell me that I have great stories and need to do something with them. I thought telling them WAS doing something but apparently it is not. In America doing something is only considered “doing something” if it is making you or someone else money. Well fuck me because I have never gotten into anything to turn a profit- so look who just figured out how to play the game here. I think this whole writing shit down finally registered with me when recently someone actually whipped out their phone and started taking notes while I was balls deep telling a casual story about my week. You thought I was going to say whipped out something else huh? My best friend once told me, shortly after we met, that I was like a modern day Lucille Ball and everyday of my life was a new episode where I would get myself into a dilemma or awkward situation and would then spend the rest of my time attempting to dig myself out. I used to purely think of it as bad luck but apparently some find my bad luck genuinely entertaining.

So fuck it, here goes nothing.