New definitive rock bottom… I cried on a treadmill today.
My life has taken a series of weird turns and I think this very well may be the most pathetic of said turns. I am a complete mess but I like to think of myself as a fun mess not like one of those weird uncomfortable messes that you feel like you have to take on and help because its just that pathetic…well shit maybe after today… no I am not. I promise. I would get in to what made me cry but then I would falling into the let me toss my problems onto you which I save for only my closest friends youre welcome;) Sadly, if you’re reading this you most likely are one of those closest friends. And in that case venting in my 5th favorite activity, and im so sorry about it. As my main hangout buddy put so eloquently two days ago after finding out he didn’t get a job he was banking on, “I think maybe heroin is in my near future.” We’re thinking about trying out for The Amazing Race.. Im sure that will go well.
